I don't know when it happened, but lately when I look at the boys, they just seem so big and grown up. It's like it just happened over night. They're starting to look more and more like boys and not babies. It's just so hard to believe how fast it's all gone.
3 years ago we were in the heart of our IVF cycle...pumping multiple shots of hormones into my belly daily...knowing that this year we would either experience a very happy Christmas or a very sorrowful Christmas. Fortunately it was a happy one.
2 years ago we had tiny little (almost) 5 month old babies. We spent every waking moment taking care of their basic needs...feeding them, changing them...then doing it all over again.
A year ago we had new walkers and we were learning how to survive life with three mobile toddlers. And the challenge of no sleep. This age was far worse for us than the newborn stage. Night terrors. Sleep-deprived kiddos, sleep-deprived parents.
And now...we have little boys. They've grown up a lot and wow, they've learned so much! They know all their ABCs and they can count and recognize numbers up to 10. They all know a number of shapes including an octagon and Nolan knows all his colors. It blows me away what they're able to store away in their little 2-year-old brains. They're starting really love interacting with one another and even will cry for each other if they wake up before the "bruers" (brothers). They've gained some independence and don't need Mommy to be by their side every second of the day, yet they still all three love to snuggle and give hugs and kisses.